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The accidental hermit is changing
The main problem for me with Borderline personality disorder is that constant... read more
Faith and mental health
I spent many years discovering and developing my religious viewpoint and... read more
Talking About Self-harm
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It’s a borderline personality thing.
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Conversations with my shadow self Little voices turn in to little people, Who sit in a judgement circle. Archetypes of the different self, And the shadow self sits as judge. Hope to its left and faith to the right, …
Posted in BPD- poems, POEMS
Tagged Borderline personality, Dark thoughts, Depression, Fears, feeling, Happy, Negative feelings, Peace, thoughts, Title as Poem Catalyst
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The accidental hermit is changing
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The main problem for me with Borderline personality disorder is that constant flow of negative thoughts and feelings that run through my mind; the inability to form and maintain healthy relationships on all levels personal, professional and on a family …
A moment
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The wind blows leafs down the road, A lone child walks under grey skies; As the crow kraa the morning breaks. Memories of childish dream – Like dandelion wishes dance; As the specter of reality stalks, Escaping down the rabbit …
Blacken buildings and blackish heart
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Blacken buildings and blackish heart Fill our news while white van men drive over the country. To kill yes kill the brown men of different belief, The same brown men could be found streets a way, But the level of …
Posted in Free Verse Poems:, POEMS, Political
Tagged Dark thoughts, Dystopia, Fears, feeling, Grenfell Tower, Imagist poem, Negative feelings, Political, Todays World
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june19 the world uk 2017
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I have a voice. But too terrified to speak. I see the hate like ribbons on Yggdrasil Dancing in the wind of dark voices. Humans claim race but for-gets! Humanity. Fire burns and more poor vanish As white man in …
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Tagged Dystopia, Fears, feeling, Free Verse Poems:, Imagist poem, Love, Negative feelings, Peace, Political, thoughts, Todays World
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Spring as sprung
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Spring breezes carry chills; As children kick balls at walls, The dog sleeps in a sun – warmed spot. And the seconds tic like hours; As the buds begs to blossom, The daffodils dance in a golden glow. People gather …
Silent footsteps cross the mind
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Silent footsteps cross the mind, As sunshine calls the child inside to play, Blue skies and green bud, Blossom on the breeze, And desires burst forth like snowdrops, As ribbons of the mind bind the body, Contorting the soul, Fear …
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Tagged Dark thoughts, Fears, feeling, Imagist poem, Negative feelings, thoughts
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The Shadows Climb Walls
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Shadows climb walls, As memories infest the contemporaneous, The past now weaponised! The future poisoned. The present encaged Feelings bounce like rubber balls, Times stands still. Trapped between the seconds. I dance in darkness hiding from the light. But soon …
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Tagged Anxiety, behavior, Borderline personality, Dark thoughts, Dystopia, Fears, feeling, Negative feelings, thoughts
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Loving a borderline
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I took to my love and battered them with complements, Heart strings where plucked and pulled, And I laid my soul bare. Feeling like words where honey dipped, Flesh touched like electric feathers, And I opened my heart. …
Posted in BPD- poems, Love, POEMS
Tagged Borderline personality, Fears, feeling, Love, thoughts, Title as Poem Catalyst
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Now I am sad I’m all alone
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Love Above Is real Seems surreal This feels so real Bodies entwined so fine Deepest orgasms do explode Now I am sad I’m all alone A Lanturne is a five-line Oriental form of poetry that has one, two, three, four, …