Contemplating Suicide

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The easy way they say. Do you want to play? The suicide game each day, The choice to die or stay. To live in pain or face the unknown The Samaritans to phone. Talk it away it’s all over blown, …

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I can’ say sorry anymore

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Sealed in dark form, logic lost, Pain burns from where the blood flowed, Battered, bruised from mental assault, The self, controlled like a puppet, I taste the vile words spewed from the dark and pain inside, Regret takes the strangle …

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I know you

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In guise is see you, Dress with words of kindness, Coloured with compassion, Bejewelled with new hopes.   I lick at your lies, Consume your betrayals, I feast on the chaos and the pain you bring, As I starve for …

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Frozen Feelings

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Cold and numb, feelings frozen in place, Refusing to feel, secure in my isolation, My emotions scattered across the wasteland of my soul, My darkest nights are a playground in which fear and demons run free.   Alone not lonely …

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Friends

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At arm’s length, Glamour spell to disfigure, So the defect become acceptable, Hidden behind mirror balled effigies, Soul stolen to be approved, I want to reach to touch you, A connection to be made, But the magicks would break, The …

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Thoughts, feelings and behaviour

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Time after time, session after session, Line by line, mantra repeated, Thoughts emerge, the cycle starts, A niggle creeps in and twists, Warning bells in the distance sound, Echoes of past fears form in the shadows, Deepest fears become manifest, …

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