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The accidental hermit is changing
The main problem for me with Borderline personality disorder is that constant... read more
Faith and mental health
I spent many years discovering and developing my religious viewpoint and... read more
Talking About Self-harm
Self-harm is not just about cutting or burning, its also excessive drinking or... read more
Published elsewhere
Guest blogging here The Arts in Wiltshire I was asked by The Restoration Trust... read more
The Stonehenge lectures 2155
The large lecture hall was filled with around 250 of the most influential... read more
When did it change?
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When did it change? Was it always this way? Was kindness a delusion? Has my psychosis heal? Was the hate always present? Did it hang like shadows? Kept away by medicated realties. Was its voice muffled by drugs? Was vision …
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Tagged Anger, Anxiety, Borderline personality, Dark thoughts, Depression, Donald Trump, Dystopia, Fears, Negative feelings, Todays World
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Question
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Sometime I don’t understand, why people hurt the common-man, To use words to incarcerate, belittle and berate, Then categorise or label with lies, And shun them with open eyes, By skin, belief or teeth! all surface not what’s beneath, …
The Now and Then
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I was wild like the wind, I ran and jumped and cried with pain and joy, I knew what love and laughter was, I was many, the multitude and whole But time battered me, and I changed, The skin of …
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Tagged Anger, Anxiety, Borderline personality, Dark thoughts, Depression, Dystopia, Negative feelings, Self Image
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Power of Words
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Letters like soldiers, Marching in military formation, The cheap shot the first barrage, Profanity in linear form breach the parapet, Bombs of offence drop exploding in bigotry and hate, Vile poison air filled with language alive with provincialism, When you …
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Tagged Anger, Dark thoughts, Fears, Happy, Hope, painting with words, thoughts, Title as Poem Catalyst, Todays World, War
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WAT temple of confusion and discuss
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Words of hate expelled from digital dreams, As bile filled hard drives leak binary judgements, The human race starts to scream, While manifestos of hope come with caveats, As truth is suppressed by the oppressors, The human race kneels …
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Tagged Anger, behavior, Dark thoughts, Depression, Dystopia, Fears, feeling, Religion, thoughts, Todays World, War
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Love on the borderline
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Why would you love a thing like me? Untrusting with reason but you I give trusts keep, My screams of pain the violent mood, The childish acts… Your leave soon. I burden you with others sins, A battle you …
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Tagged Anger, Anxiety, Borderline personality, Dark thoughts, Dystopia, Fears, feeling, Love, Negative feelings, Self Image
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Just Borderline
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So close I can smell my dreams, A feast of desires and hopes, The smorgasbord of possibilities, But I starve… Mental illness traps me, Torturing me with medicated hopes, Tormenting me with chats of repeating pasts, But I think …
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Tagged Anger, Anxiety, behavior, Borderline personality, Dark thoughts, Depression, Dystopia, Fears, feeling, Self Image, thoughts
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Lost looking for reality
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I walk alone across the battlements, My mood the colour of long shadows, Ready to defend against invisible foes, Apathetic to defeat The sound of solitude pounds like tap shoes on cobbles, To scared and scared to name the …
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Tagged Anger, Anxiety, behavior, Dark thoughts, Depression, feeling, Happy, Negative feelings, Self Image, thoughts, visual peom
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Rage against the world
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Mind thoughts, beat like heartbeat, Marking time of words, Conversations like music, Symphony of language, Working the theme song of the scene, Drama builds, Drumbeat steadies, Thunder rumbles, Anxiety rises, Brain explains, Pressure assembles, The lexicon, Coded grammar, Enchantment released, …
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Tagged Anger, Anxiety, behavior, Borderline personality, Depression, feeling, Negative feelings, thoughts
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