I know you

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I am fine reallyIn guise is see you,

Dress with words of kindness,

Coloured with compassion,

Bejewelled with new hopes.

 

I lick at your lies,

Consume your betrayals,

I feast on the chaos and the pain you bring,

As I starve for honesty and trust.

 

I know you,

You came in to my life early,

You taught me mistrust and self-loathing,

Each lesson learned, the perfect victim formed.

 

As I grew you came dressed as master and mistress,

Each new lesson more destructive than the last,

You taught me to fear and become fearful,

I became a monster.

 

My body like my psyche became scared,

I learned self hate so honeyed words would disbelieved,

I turned away in shame of the thing I’m becoming.

Unable to turn back in fear of what I’ve become.

 

I know you,

You came as friends and lovers,

You taught me betrayal,

And lessons solitude, suffering and pain where learnt.

 

In suffering, I walk this world alone,

Shackled in fear to solitude,

Whispers of brighter days,

Shred my soul.

 

I know you,

You are my pain,

 

About Mr BPD

About Author. I have Borderline Personality Disorder and as a writer and poet I explore my madness through the creative arts. I have a personal belief that even in darkness light exists and it is a personal responsibility to always seek the light and I find the light in creating something.
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