About Mr BPD

About Author. I have Borderline Personality Disorder and as a writer and poet I explore my madness through the creative arts. I have a personal belief that even in darkness light exists and it is a personal responsibility to always seek the light and I find the light in creating something.

Elements of War

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By air they flew with spirit driven with firein water they diedbut in earth we remember those that leftIn spirit we unite A reminder that;words are carried by airhate burns brightEmotions run deepand earth becomes mudand the spirit of hate grows …

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It’s a borderline personality thing.

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Conversations with my shadow self Little voices turn in to little people, Who sit in a judgement circle. Archetypes of the different self,   And the shadow self sits as judge. Hope to its left and faith to the right, …

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Hope has gone

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I want the world to go away, What was a playground is now an empty shop, High streets over taken by betting and coffee sipping, Children used words of deepest blue. The monsters no longer hide in darkness, Freedom to …

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The accidental hermit is changing

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The main problem for me with Borderline personality disorder is that constant flow of negative thoughts and feelings that run through my mind; the inability to form and maintain healthy relationships on all levels personal, professional and on a family …

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Faith and mental health

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I spent many years discovering and developing my religious viewpoint and practice. Without a belief in a higher purpose I not sure that I would be here today. I have learnt to accept the darkness that comes with borderline personality …

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Talking About Self-harm

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Self-harm is not just about cutting or burning, its also excessive drinking or drug use and other things that you know will cause harm to your self. I like and many people with mental illness self harm and I can …

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Ashamed

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Our green and pleasant land blighted by hate, Little men with little island mentality – Make war against democracy, The weak harnessed to the yoke of injustice – As the world points fingers.   History starts to repeat And the …

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A moment

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The wind blows leafs down the road, A lone child walks under grey skies; As the crow kraa the morning breaks. Memories of childish dream – Like dandelion wishes dance; As the specter of reality stalks, Escaping down the rabbit …

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Published elsewhere

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Guest blogging here The Arts in Wiltshire I was asked by The Restoration Trust to write a guest blog on behalf of the Human Henge Project for The Arts in Wiltshire website. below is a short excerpt read the full post here Creative Arty …

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Its not a story but could be

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The four chambers of the dark heart beat. The creature hides shrouded in power; Creating shadow puppets to distract- As claws strip mine human dignity and steal hope, Wings fan the flames of hate while history repeats, Foulest breath poisons …

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